gorgeously blessed!!!

need i say more?

 

oh gawd!!! i just erased the entry i have been writing for lamost 15 minutes now... i thought i was no longer a computer retard... but not im thinking that im totally more tahn just a computer retard... this is realy stupid.. i clicked the back button anf poof.. its gone!!!! now tell me how im a gping to recall all the stupid things i have been writing wa while ago...arrgghhh..these are the times when i really just want to hate myself... im tired, sleepy and groggy from work and here i am trying to recall what happened to me for the past weeks...okay im trying.. the last two weeks of my life was literally kiling me.. i was working 6 days a week and not getting paid for the overtime.. mind you... you can now make a statue for me and place it just beside rizal in luneta!! i am infront of the pc the whole day.. encoding, checking, printing!!! oh my life can just be so plain boring!!! but one thing i realized was that i was typing a lot faster than usual.. and i  make less mistakes hehe i miss my friends.. their not texting and im not initiating either.. i wanted them to realized that they should eb texting me first!! wehehehe tomorow ill be in laguna.. outing with my officemates.. now i have the chance to flaunt my new pink swimsuit!!hehe if id evr have the guts to wear  it infront of my officemtes!!! i just read glen's friendster bolg.. and i wana borrow his line there that says" at this point i want to be in a long term relationship... really... just have someone to care for and also someone take care of you at the same time"  why did i bother to copy and paste it on my blog.. coz that's exactly what i feel about relationships!!! i dont wanna be in a commitment just for the sake of being in a relationship... i want it to stay and last forever.. i dont want to try and try and end up getting hurt in the end... no im no cynic about love.. as claire would put it.. im a romantic optimist too... i just dont see myself saying yes to somebody just for the heck of trying.. i read in cosmo.. it says there that we arein a couples' world.. where almost evryone is expected to be attached with somebody else... so we end up settling with someone whom we just care for and not really crazy bout becoz it sumtyms feels better than just being single... which is so wrong.. but admit it!! we are gulilty!!! and yes i am... before!! and i hope i wont be agen!!! i was so inlove with the idea of being in love that i actually believe that i was even if i wasnt really inlove!!! it was just those kilig that you feel...and now i hope ive changed and ive learned my lesson...and guess wat.. i think im going to take back wat i a\sed bout me learning my lesson.. hehe well ther's this new kilig feel that kinda makes me smile lately... actually just last nyt.... hehe somone i like just told his friend that i was  the seryosohan-type" daw.. well at last somebody noticed that i was for keeps!!!! ehehehe joke.. i may only be this kikay and jolly  and sometimes one-of-the boys... trust me.. im serious din naman.. hehehe  hay.. too much for now... gotta pack my things for tomorow.... ;p

gudnyt!!!!

being gorgeousgenius at April 30, 2005 08:41 | link | comments (2) |

"wats up wid you" i kept hearing that line dis wik in extra challenge... and it kept me thinking.. yes.. wats up with me na nga ba? it felt like years since i last updated my blog.. and i know you miss my drama. so now rejoice.. for the drama goddess is back!! i love calling my self a goddess.. hehe makes me feel so pretty especially during my stressful days...

okay ther's so many things that i really want to write about and guess what... as usual im running out of strength to type..hehe you see when you spend all your day in office in front of your pc... it really makes me feel sick just to think that id still be infront of one at nyt... if only i can just blog talking...then my life would be a lot easier maybe..hehe you lazy girl...

was i ranting too much agen??!!! ohh--ohh.... well let's talk about SUMMER!!! kinda late for my summer entry huh.. enwey.. after weeks of toxic work in the office.. i went home to bicol.... nice...;p met old friend...bam, mulan, wong, kim, joyce,ivy, geoff,toto,eboy ery1and of course found new ones.. hi glen and oking and francis... ;p i was super ready to hit the beach.. i bought a new 2-pc swimsuit(and i still dont know if i'd really find the guts to wear it in public..)but my bro had to be confined in d hspital for 3 days... so too much for bein a beach bum... i was lying not on the sand but on the hospital bed with my younger bro... but thank God hes okay na..

wait.. my brain is goin blank.. argghhh my mind is pre occupied with so many things lately that my life is kinda roller coaster....tsk tsk...

enwey.. ill borrow cleng's "wat im loving now" segment on her blog...

Wat the GorgeousGeniUs is loving noW.....

my cd of mymp versions..i love their version of sa kanya and kailn and of course LOVE MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS., the new elips tvc..hehe yup d one with kitchie.. hehe love the scent...(te cha libre advertisement yan ha..), my growing number of flipflops... and still counting...cleng and i are certified flipflops addict now...hehe, my Globe call and text all you want plan for one month..sarap magtext! and call!!!! my new shirt with the "THE ANGEL LOVE" print.. does the text made sense.. enewy i still love it!!HEHE my fone's new wallpper. a picture of a car,, nice car by which i dont know the name...hehe just love the style..my bangs.. im wearing bangs again with my long curly hair..ganda!! iced coffee... tsk tsk nasobrahan ata ako sa bean bag ah...;p my new slimmer bod..hehe feeling sexy..hihii the 2 new wav tones of my fone..one of which is.. yup u guessed it.. love moves in mysterious ways...im practically loving so many thing right now... as usual.... ;p

nothing much have really changed bout me.. im still tall.. (shed a few pounds due to stress) but im still okay..im still a goddess..hehe and im still single...hehehe and im happy about it!!!! hay... im tired na.. which i can just go out tonight and just have coffee with friends agen... (chona... figaro tyo ulit sa baywalk ha!!!) treat mo ulit hehehe...

im thinking.... if id be the quiet version of me what do you think will happen? will you peepz like it? what if one day i just woke up and imot the quirky, funny and kwela that you have known me to be?...... what if tlaga kya......hmmmmmmmmmm

being gorgeousgenius at April 11, 2005 08:28 | link | comments (1) |