gorgeously blessed!!!

need i say more?

 

missed blooging but i just dont know wat to write about,,

life can be so tiring, but it can also bring too much happiness.. and also sadness.. lately my life is like a chopsuey..but not cooked to perfection...hehe it seems like evrything is there but you just cant find the perfect taste...ooohhh.. why does some people just never get contented.

hey, stop ranting.. stop complaining,, but hey.. why cant i just stop...i just feel like everything is rushin my way.. and leaving all at the same time too... just wen you thought that evrythin is going your way.. it'll just snap back and make a 180 turn.. leaving you only with hope.. with your dreams....and just wen you are not ready.. and still havent gotten your grip over it... it slips from your grasp...huh.. am i making sense.. am i even saying it right? wwwooooo.. im confused tired and TOXIC!! i hate it...

wat would you do if.......

you found out that the guy who was crushin on you in high school but whom you didnt give a chnce then turns out to be the one you like?

your boss had been giving you piles of work with impossible to beat deadlines?

two guys you were crushin on turned out to be gays? hehe

hay..... by the way.. the fun part is... i gave myself a little make-over...hehe im now sporting curly hair...hehehe

work, studies, work,...... work and work...sometimes even if i like wat im doin.. i just cant help but get tired of it.....

loveife? hmmmm..... evetually we'll get there....

my back is aching.. scoliosis just brings so much pain...huhuhu...

tomorrow..ill be back to work, back to school agen... i need to unwind.... mares lets go out!!!! to the new peepz reading this pls feel free to introduce urselves....;p

being gorgeousgenius at November 23, 2004 07:31 | link | comments |

thanks guys... hehe i thought only my mares are reading my blog, meron din plang iba... hi to ania and liv....;p hehe hope you continue reading..hehehe..

now, let me vent... i really need to let it all out... the past two weeks are definitely the most stressful weeks of my life... and till now i still cant find the energy to write bout it... hopefully next will i can... sorry to ut this short... it will make you want to read next time..hehe parang komiks..hehehehe gtg... piles of work are waiting....

being gorgeousgenius at November 16, 2004 04:34 | link | comments |

nobody is visiting my blog lately... huhuhu.. enwey i miss you guys...;p

being gorgeousgenius at November 09, 2004 07:29 | link | comments (3) |

wow.. im really gettin older.. hehe me and my mares are busy with our work, school and guess what???!! busines!!!!!hehe yes we are now more than just pro in our offices... (and school hehe) but we are now business women.. hehe grabe na ito mga mare!!! hehe

well ryt now im busy.. enrolment period... hay.. and my face is full of zits.. feel so unpretty again.. hmmpff!! shy ako ngayon!!hehe miss my friends..yang, cleng, grheyzee, netong, bambi,bsta... lahat cla!!!!

bonded with yang last saturday.. hehe ukay trip...hehe was able to buy 5 tops for only 280 pesos!!!hehe saya!!!

wish i just can blog more... too tired to type and make kwento.. im sorry......

promise to make it up!!!

happy bday enchong!!!

being gorgeousgenius at November 04, 2004 06:07 | link | comments |

here is another article posted in my friendster.... nice... and insipiring....

Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong... it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there...you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a "right person" for you...and don't rush things coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you." Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship. You're right, there's no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it. If you already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell for the rest of your life. It's really hard to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself. We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, it's just pity. We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, its just that we're too much dependent on them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave, no one would accept us and our past. We are mistaken, its just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy or beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it can also make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy...

 

being gorgeousgenius at November 02, 2004 06:09 | link | comments |