gorgeously blessed!!!

need i say more?

 

im green.. not with envy.. but becoz the green archers won knina versus the feu tams!!!hehe animo lasalle... ngelngek.. ateneo pa rin ako!!!wahaha

im still busy... tsktsk... but still pretty... i dont have a lovelife but im super happy!!!

wats to blog?

huh nuthin actually.....

just grinning here haha

im happy i dont know why!!!!hehe

miss you cleng.. sayang i wasnt able to bond with you guys.... i mean girls... hehe

next tym...

btw way di ko pa rin napapanood ang the notebook!!!! hay....

hey try watchin forever in my heart... its really nice... hay how romantic!!!!;p

being gorgeousgenius at September 30, 2004 08:38 | link | comments |

grabe tagal ko na pla d nagboblog... thank God for this chance again... and i just hope i'd also have tym to check on my friends blog.. need to be updated...

last week i felt like i was really a student again..hehe i was cramming to submit my self-analysis(wow i cant imagine i can do it.. talking bout myself in all those 21 pages...tsk tsk... kaloka!!!) and i went on an educational trip..naks... after eons of years hehe

it was last wednesday. the field trip.... i was literally surrounded by men...hehe we were 52 in my psychology class and only 8 were girls including me..hehe grabe... just imagine rowdy and super kulit boys packed in a bus.. super fun.. hehe not becoz dami boys but becoz they were super fun to be with... makulit.. no dull moment during the travel..enwey our first stop ....PNP rehabilitation...aka..rehab ng mga addicts... grabe...dami pla patients dun... and guess who i saw.... MARK ANTHONY FERNANDEZ... yup... but out of the thousand stdents who went i was the only one who was able to see him.. some patients whom i was talking to told me he was inside so they let me see him.. gwapo!!!hehein a few months time he's okay na to be released...

next stop.... cavite mental health center... and i tell you... that hit me... i pity those people inside... i told myself i was ranting so much about the difficulties in life.. stress and all but i never thought i was luckier coz at least i was able to still be in contact with reality.. al least i now what was happening around me... as for them.. they had their own world... sb nga in psychology.... psychotics(those people who are crazy na) live in sand castles... wyl we and the neurotics build sand castles... grbe... but i envy them in a way.. well at least they no longer have to put too much thought on life's struggles.. kawawa.. grabe...

another sad part.. tsk tsk.. i myt lose my job.. im not being terminated and im not resigning... but my contratct will expire this dec.... sad noh.. im trying to look for a new job though.... but im also reconsidering to renew my contract.. sayang din eh...

hey... you guys should visit this new mall/market sa the fort!! ung MARKET!MARKET! nice cya... kagbi i saw bobby andrews and his wife eating there....tsaka dami fashion stores... galing!!! nice ung place...

touch ako visited pa rin blog ko...

by the way watch victim undercover!!!hehe go aj..hehe

advance happy bday cleng!!!!love you!!!!

 

 

being gorgeousgenius at September 28, 2004 09:41 | link | comments (1) |

wow.. my blog gets visited pla...hehe... well i would just like to share that i am now an ukay ukay convert..hehe i have recently discovered the cheap yet fun world of uk... haha i was able to by two skirts already... although im still gathering guts to actually buy a top or shoes...but lets take it one at a time....;p

im now workin on a project... a self analysis... never thought that i was that hard to analyze... hehe from childhood to present.... tsk tsk..joke..

im not updtd with mah fwends... dunnoh wats bin happenin in their lives... drop me a line naman sa comments o kya sa friendster... hmmm me? okay lng... i saw my ex-crush knina.. and he was still the same... CUTIE pa rin...hehe

thankful....yes iam..

very much...

im blessed...

loved...

and going strong....

btw: im looking for a new job... myt take a chance in the call center world... please pray for me...

being gorgeousgenius at September 20, 2004 09:05 | link | comments |

im okay... actually im over it.... yes i am... it was so mababaw...;p thank God its over... thank God for everything...;p

being gorgeousgenius at September 15, 2004 08:54 | link | comments |

me: im tired.. work school, hay.. im busy, and i think im not happy...

I: but i thought you were happy?

me: i thought i was... but my being the hard-headed girl brought me to nowhere.. and i got nothing but a cracked heart...

I: a cracked heart? hehe and wat is dat?

me: something (someone rather..) was makin me happy.. making me feel that i can find relaxation from all this chaos my world is havin... but my head says.. NO!! STOP!!! WAIT!! but heart said GO ON... its okay to try....

I: so wat happened..

me: i didnt guard my heart the way i should...i went on.. and found out its was all a lie... i lie from the very start...but im glad i knew just before my heart broke into pieces.... my mind was workin after all....

I: so now are you okay?

me: i guess so? work and school has kept me busy and unconciously i know im over it... i know i am... it wasnt a deep cut.. and im going to my i-will-survive-im-pretty road..hehe

I: im glad to hear that....

me: you know wat.. im thankful your there... always willing to listen and kip me company...

I: just remember... im hir and its okay to let it all out...;p

me:

being gorgeousgenius at September 09, 2004 09:02 | link | comments |