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who am i? am just a girl truly happy and blessed by God all my life..contented with what i have and open for the new new things that are bound to come my way.. there's nothing to fear, i have a supportive family, lots friends friends to back me up.. and i have my faith in God that keeps me going...i know the Lord will surely bless me and give me the desires of my heart.. i dont care what the future holds... i now those things are for me.. good or bad.. its all part of God's will for me...;p
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feel bad.. mdyo lng... my friend aj didnt make it sa top.. but hes oky... 1st runner up.. oka lng din... he's still the man...(my man..hehe naku tsismis ito..!)
eto ang talagng tsismis.. well i met somebody on my friendster account.. friend ng friend ko nung hiskul..we were exchanging mesgs jsut recently kso.. i backed-off.. kc he was having this fight with my former batchmate in college.. i thought it was very ungentleman... tsk tsk.. sabi ko na yoko ng di gentleman eh..hehe second time na to ah..hehe i told him na im hesitant of getting to know him more becoz of the fight.. ( mag-away ba naman sa friendster bulletin..duh..) kaya yun.. we were suppose to meet kc he's coming but i said maybe next time.. kung may next time... hay....
ewan...
i thought i was happy....i just thought i was.....now... am tensed!!!! all tensed.... and all my happiness are fading..... but i still have a smile... now its a confused smile....hmmm
im happy.... i have this perma smile nowadays.. im happy.... im blooming.... or so i thought... im just too gorgeous and happy... happy...its so nice to be happy..shalala...everybody should be happy...
whoa... am i glad to be back... life suddenly just got busy i really had a hard tine adjusting... work and studies was hard to juggle... thank God im surviving....
the past weeks were my im-all-ugly-days.... got zits on my face..was too busy with my piles of work.. sleepless from reviewing for the midterms.... and oh yes... ive been binge-ing on too much chocolates!!!! kainis... its so hard to think wat to write!!!! argh... im tired sleepless and tired again.... .... but imcontented... im happy... im happy with the way things are going ryt now.. my life... my job, school... actually i should stop ranting coz im blessed...
ill try to recall wat happened recently.... thats all my mind can recap... hehe
went to a family reunion at jimmy bondoc's house...(if you have read bout my past blog you'll know the connection between him and me...) he was late and tired from a concert so we were not able to chat or talk... he just wave at us..thenwent to sleep..tita belay(her mom) sed he was tired... nuf bout him.. it was nyc to meet new people in the family... i met our twin titas... who are only 16 yrs old.. and commercial models...(which made me cringe even more ... these pimples can really be awful you know...) they were from Colegio de San Agustin so they really were the konyo type,.. but were kind naman..and nice... one of them was one of the girls in the Pond's commercial, the new Jolibee crispy fries tvc.. she's the girl in green... kya wyl we were watchin tv der.. everyone was so giddy seeing her on tv... talk about FAN instict in the family..hehe sosi cla...haha friends daw c maxene magalona..hehe
do i sound too vain? wel i think so...tsk tsk..
read two new cosmo books... as usual.. super relate agen...
and the HAVE BABY WILL DATE... galing!!! ill give you my feed back next time....
my ofismates are telling me to stop reading daw kc im becoming very idealistic wen it cums to my views on relationship... im being far from reality daw... too perfect to become real..... i just thought... i wasnt being a perfectionist... imjust saving myself, my love, and everythng for something i know is best for me... im a child of God...He loves me and i know somebody is ot there meant for me... it may not be now.... but i know there will be....im praying that the first man ill be having a relationship with will be the last.. and im glad im waiting..... is that being too idealistic?far from reality? it isnt.....its just a matter of faith....and trust.....im not saying this to come clean.. yes sometimes it cross my mind that i wish a had someone ryt now...that sometimes ive entertained the idea of trying to be in a realtionship just because im curious...but all of them are erased by the fact that im putting my trust to God.. that i have focused my mind to acheive my goal.... TO WAIT.....
hay.... its not easy.... but i know i have people around me to turn to... i have my faith... i have God... and thats enuf to keep me going....
right now im more focused... happier and even more blessed!!!! just wish guys will be too....
*pppssst..... my ugly days are gone.... hehe im now back to my kikay and gorgeous self... and im taking myself to some shopping this weekend...hehe....
